R. I. P.

xqdg vm That was just my pet rat, Vivica/Vivi, walking on the keyboard. I'm taking her to the vet in a few minutes to get her put down. Tumors and cancer and the like. A few months ago she survived a near death thing but this is different. It sucks, but I knew it was coming, she's already a year over her expected age. ~Vivica by Jack off Jill~ (where her name came from). Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you burn in human hell No sleeping pills no old tattoos Will save you now He'll never change he's just too vague He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do I really do The apple falls far from the tree She's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me And tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep And dreams that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake Recalls when she was capable Oh Vivica I wish you well I watch you sit I watch you dwell No crooked spine no torn up rag Will save you now He'll never change he's not that brave He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do I really do The apple falls far from the tree she's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me And tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep And dream that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake Recalls when she was capable I wish you well Oh Vivica I wish you well I'll sit right here I'll never tell No tender scar no twist of fate Will save you now He'll never change he's just not there He'll never say you're beautiful Oh Vivica I wish you well I really do I really do The apple falls far from the tree She's rotten and so beautiful I'd like to keep her here with me And tell her that she's beautiful She takes the pills to fall asleep And dream that she's invisible Tormented dreams she stays awake Recalls when she was capable She's empty and so beautiful. I'll keep her here with me.