Double D is a name for me that was thought up a while ago by someone I can't even remember (I still love you). It was used to describe my personality; unable to make desicions, pick sides or choose one thing over another. Prone to mood swings, not liking people while wanting to be their friend, unable to finish things without getting bored of them, wanting to be left alone while craving attention and being scared of change while wanting a different experience every day.
It drives me fucking crazy (The voices probably don't help either) but I wouldn't have it any other way.
See what I mean?
Recently Played:
~Taste In Men~
Come back to me a while,
change your style again.
Come back to me a while,
change your taste in men.
It's been this way since Christmas Day
Dazzled, doused in gin.
Change your taste in men.
~Astronaut~
YES! You are my love, the astronaut,
Crashing in the name of science.
Just my luck they found your upper half,
It's a very nice reminder...
You may be acquainted with the night,
But I have seen the darkness in the day,
and you must know that it's a terrifying sight.
I guess you and I are living the same way...
Anonymous said ... (Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:25:00 pm) :
Aw man, don't take it so hard.
So you don't like fast driving.
You're not alone, your self preservation instincts work.
See, there's a bright side.
Anonymous said ... (Sunday, November 19, 2006 4:17:00 am) :
I can be like that sometimes. If someone says something I don't like I can become rude/stubborn if I'm in a certain mood. Sometimes it has meant the other is hurt in some way, but I have ignored this and just thought about myself and what I want to hear.
Then to make myself feel better I would think "They should think about the consequences of what they're saying, and who could be affected by them in a deep way."
Comments on "ok so."
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Anonymous said ... (Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:25:00 pm) :
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Anonymous said ... (Sunday, November 19, 2006 4:17:00 am) :
post a commentAw man, don't take it so hard.
So you don't like fast driving.
You're not alone, your self preservation instincts work.
See, there's a bright side.
I can be like that sometimes.
If someone says something I don't like I can become rude/stubborn if I'm in a certain mood.
Sometimes it has meant the other is hurt in some way, but I have ignored this and just thought about myself and what I want to hear.
Then to make myself feel better I would think "They should think about the consequences of what they're saying, and who could be affected by them in a deep way."
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