Mixed Signals

Comforting Lie I started out on the wrong foot Now I'm not myself I am Jekyll, I am Hyde Found this place to hide Come seek me Oh, so up and down So back and forth So insecure Can't get this taste out of my mouth Swallow it down Pretend Hold it, hold it all in Let it build up Build a bomb Blow it, blow it away Clear it all out Just end it I'm just a normal person Without those problems When did it change? Admissions so embarrassing I'm on the verge of tears again Oh look I took the Band-Aid off Did I take it off too soon? Hysterical confession My big courageous move Don't gasp at the predictable A comforting lie can't last Preordained checklist of this awkward love It's so sad Sort it, sort it out Just give it back No thank you Toss it, toss it away Eliminate Just give up I can't decide I had my Japanese Aural today and it turned out quite well. *happy dance* On the way 'home' I totally was on the bus and bored and angry because this wheelchaired person took 10 minutes to get on, and refused help from everyone. I met Benjamin-chan and Riordan-face in fremantle and we got on the train to Perth. These days I can hardly walk without falling over so I totally suck at trains and busses. I used to be fine. I didn't slip too much this time though... When we got to Perth we checked out the Myer sales and we found Ben's wallet so I finally replaced it! Wewt! Also, I bought some socks which are suitable colours to mix into my l33t non-matching style. Next up was JB Hi-Fi and OH MY FUCKING GOD they had Return of Saturn! I've been looking for that CD for about a year (No Doubt's 2000 release). It was really quite something to hear new songs from them, even if they are all 6 years old. The album is very lyrical and quite moving. (Bah! To Ben and his thrash metal, "I don't need words" attitude.) One of my favourites is Comforting Lie which I have (clearly) posted up there. I suggest you read it. I also got Beacon Street (1994 Garage-recorded album, much less lyrical and more Ben-friendly :P) but I haven't put it in yet, still getting over the sheer emotionalness of RoS. Anyway. We went along to get curry, it was not very good. I think I need to force feed Ben Taka's Chicken Katsu Curry so he realises what he's been missing out on. Also the drinks there are $2, cheapest in Perth probably, not $4, most expensive in Perth probably. :P Then I went home, got blown away by RoS, did some Japanese, pwned The Axe and Faceless Terror with my Centaur Warchief (can you say natural regeneration faster than their damage, not to mention life stealing attacks.) and now I'm on the interwebs. Plan for this evening: Finish Japanese and fish out my old Keyboard and maybe crank out the Saxophone, I've been inspired by music shops and, No Doubt... no doubt. :D Catch you all later!